<div> <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 전화를 받자 여자가 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">당신은 남편에 대해 얼마나 알고있나요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?" </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">어둠이 깃든 나지막한 목소리였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">누구시죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">당신 남편의 실체를 아는 사람이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 심장이 내려앉는 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">맥박이 빨라지고 입 안이 말랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">뱃속에서 태아가 진저리치듯 꿈틀거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그이와 만나는 사이인가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?" </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이의 목소리가 떨렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">상대의 대답을 기다리는 몇 초가 너무도 길게 느껴졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">차라리 그런 한가한 이야기라면 좋겠네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그럼 무슨 이야기죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">당신도 이미 알고 있잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">나는 당신의 짐작에 확신을 실어주려는 것뿐이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">무슨 말을 하는지 모르겠네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이만 끊을게요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">당신을 언제나 은밀하게 괴롭히던 느낌</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">가장 행복할 때조차 마음에 그늘을 드리던 생각</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그걸 확인해 봐요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"></span> </div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 한동안 그 자리에 앉은 채로 손톱을 물어뜯었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">손끝의 살점은 이미 벗겨져 조금만 건드려도 피가 맺혔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> 1</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">년 전</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편과 처음 사귀게 된 날을 떠올렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이틀 동안 두 사람은 우연히 몇 번이나 마주쳤고 남편의 대시로 저녁을 함께 먹었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그는 상냥하고 듬직했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">어린 시절 부모에게 버림받고 커서는 친구와 애인들에게 버림받은 연이는 그런 사랑이 자신의 인생에도 준비되어있을 줄은 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">고맙게도 그는 그녀의 신상에 대해 전혀 묻지 않았고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그녀도 그의 그런 것에 대해 궁금해 하지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">두 사람은 함께 있는 순간만을 생각했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 사귀기 시작한지 한달만에 임신한 것을 안 연이는 두려웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">뱃속의 태아가 지난번처럼 또 애인을 떠나보낸다면 살 수 없을 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">하지만 그는 달랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">임신 사실을 안 남편은 무척 기뻐했고 두 사람만의 로맨틱한 결혼식을 치렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">돌아보면 잘 짜인 드라마 같은 시간이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 그러나 마음에 걸리는 부분이 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이에게는 금지된 그림자 같은 영역이 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그것이 무엇인지 집어 말하기는 어려웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">단지 느낌이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">한밤중에 일어나보면 옆자리가 빈 때가 많았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">새벽 서재의 닫힌 문에서 새어나오던 불빛을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">가끔 길을 잃은듯한 남편의 표정을 연이는 모른척했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 드라마를 지키고 싶었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">태아가 꿈틀 움직였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">태동이 있을 때마다 연이는 불길한 기분이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">태아는 마치 무엇을 경고하는듯했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 배를 쓰다듬었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아마도 별일이 아닐 거라고 연이는 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이제는 그림자를 걷어내고 싶었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 남편의 서재로 향했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"></span> </div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 자기가 확인해야할 남편의 물건이 무엇인지 이미 알고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">거침없는 손길로 책장의 책 몇 권을 치우니 벽에 세워진 납작한 상자가 모습을 드러냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 상자를 테이블에 내려놓았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">상자에는 아무런 잠금장치도 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">상자를 지키는 것은 연이의 두려움이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">테이블 위의 스탠드를 켰다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">빛을 받은 상자가 책상에 긴 그림자를 드리웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 두려움보다 더 큰 두려움이 상자를 열었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">내용물을 목격한 연이는 숨이 멎었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">상자 안에는 수십 장의 작은 지퍼백이 들어있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 떨리는 손으로 지퍼백을 한 장씩 넘기기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">각 지퍼백 안에는 폴라로이드 인물 사진과 그 인물의 것으로 추정되는 손톱 조각이 담겨있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">손톱은 통째로 뽑힌 것 같지는 않았지만 크게 잘려 살점과 피가 말라붙어있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">내가 다 설명할게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">등 뒤에서 남편의 목소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그는 이렇게 소리 없이 다가와 놀라게 하곤 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 몸속의 모든 피가 머리카락을 통해 빠져 나가는 것을 느꼈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이 사람들 당신이 죽인 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 자기 목소리가 아득히 멀리서 들리는 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이순간이 현실 같지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">테이블을 붙잡은 채로 겨우 몸을 가눌 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">나는 아무도 죽이지 않았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">나는 단지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.." </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 긴 숨을 내뱉었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">손톱이 필요해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">손톱이 있어야만 흥분할 수 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그래서 사람을 기절시키고 손톱만 잘라 온 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">맹세코 살인은 하지 않았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">나도 이런 내가 혐오스러워</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">하지만 당신을 사랑해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">상담도 받고 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">곧 우리 아기도 태어날 거잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 강한 현기증에 쓰러지듯 주저앉았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">테이블 위의 상자가 떨어져 내용물이 바닥에 흩어졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 고개를 돌려 그것들을 외면했다 </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">일단 이것 좀 내 눈앞에서 치워줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"></span> </div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 배를 끌어안고 심호흡했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">배가 살살 아프고 구역질이 났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">태아가 버둥거리며 아래로 비집고 내려오는 것이 느껴졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편은 연이를 등지고 허둥지둥 지퍼백들을 주웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그때였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">한 장의 지퍼백이 연이의 시선을 멈추게 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">저건 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">저건 당신 사진이잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">방안의 공기가 얼어붙었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">보지 않았으면 참 좋았을 텐데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">천천히 일어나는 남편의 등이 다른 사람의 것처럼 낯설었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">어차피 만삭이니 상관 없긴 하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 몸을 돌려 연이를 마주봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">말했듯이 나는 인간을 해치는 것을 좋아하지 않아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">특히 당신에 관해서는 최대한 평화적으로 처리하고 싶었다는 것만 알아줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 자신이 바라보는 것이 누구인지 더 이상 알 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 전기 코드를 힘껏 잡아당겼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">테이블 위의 스탠드가 남편을 향해 날아갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">불꽃이 튀고 남편이 머리를 감싸 안았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 일어나서 현관으로 달려갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">잠금장치를 푸는 손이 말을 듣지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 남편이 연이의 머리카락을 낚아챘다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">머리를 바닥에 강하게 부딪힌 연이는 그대로 정신을 잃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div> <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 깨지는 듯한 복부의 통증에 연이는 깨어났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">눈을 뜨자 침대에 누워있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">양 손이 결박돼 움직일 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이렇게 되기를 원한 건 아니었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이의 다리 사이에서 남편의 목소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 힘겹게 고개를 들었지만 커다란 배 때문에 하반신 쪽이 보이지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">다시 복부에 통증이 파도처럼 밀려왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이미 침대가 흥건히 젖어있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">내가 살려면 어쩔 수가 없어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">나는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">인간이 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">인간의 손톱을 먹고 그의 형태를 빌리며 살아가는 괴물이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편의 목소리에 울음이 섞였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">맨 처음에는 어떤 모습이었는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">몇 살 인지도 기억이 나지 않아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">내가 기억하는 한</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">늘 이렇게 살았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그러다 처음으로 나와 같은 종족을 만났어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그 친구가 갓 태어난 인간의 손톱을 먹으면 나도 인간이 될 수 있다고 알려줬어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">처음부터 다시 시작할 수 있다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그 친구도 그 방법으로 인간이 됐거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">무슨 소리를 하는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">네가 아기를 낳으면 그 손톱만 가지고 떠날 계획이었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그 친구가 날 보살펴준다고 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아무도 다칠 필요가 없었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 몸이 찢어지는 듯한 고통에 몸부림쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">제발 날 병원에 데려다 줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아기가 나오려고 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이가 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그건 안 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">인간들이 나를 잡아서 생체실험을 할 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.“</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> “</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아무에게도 말 하지 않을게 제발 부탁이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> “</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">역시 내 말을 못 믿는 거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">직접 보면 알 수 있겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 지퍼백 한 장을 열어 안에 담긴 사진을 연이의 배 위로 던졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">젊은 여자의 사진이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"></span> </div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">잘 봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 손톱을 들어보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">분홍색 매니큐어가 칠해진 손톱은 피로 얼룩져있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 손톱을 입에 넣고 씹었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">오도독 오도독</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">오도독</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편의 목젖이 위 아래로 흔들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 진통을 잊은 채 남편을 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">보라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 얼굴을 들이 밀었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 공포에 질려 고개를 저었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편은 화장대로 뛰어가 거울을 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이제 날 믿겠어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 손가락으로 거울을 두드렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 거울에 비친 것은 변함없이 남편의 모습이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">달라진 것이라고는 핏줄 선 눈에 어린 광기 뿐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">또 다시 진통이 찾아왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 비명을 질렀다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">미치광이 남편 따위는 어떻게 되든 상관 없을 정도로 고통스러웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 그때 초인종이 울렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그 친구가 왔어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 현관으로 뛰쳐나갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">전화 받자마자 왔어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">무슨 일이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">익숙한 목소리</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">전화를 건 여자의 목소리였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">어쩔 수 없이 그녀를 죽여야겠어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">진정하고 일단 이 물 좀 마셔</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">내가 알아서 할 테니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그녀는 어디에 있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 여자가 방 안으로 들어왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">반짝이는 눈동자를 굴리며 천천히 연이를 살폈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그녀는 허리를 굽혀 연이의 다리 사이를 들여다보더니 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아기 머리가 보여요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이대로 있다가는 둘 다 죽을지도 몰라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">다음 진통이 오면 죽기 살기로 힘 줘요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">진통이 오나요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">지금이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">힘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">!"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 눈을 질끈 감고 힘을 줬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">눈앞에서 불꽃이 번쩍거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">여자의 능숙한 지시에 따라 연이는 힘을 주고 또 줬다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">더 이상 짜낼 힘도 남지 않았을 때 뭔가 쑥 빠지는 느낌이 들었고 아기 울음소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"></span> </div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 연이는 극도의 피로감을 느꼈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편이 비틀거리며 들어와 아기를 받아 안으려고 팔을 뻗었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">여자는 아기를 안은 채 뒤로 물러났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">남편의 움직임이 이상했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그는 똑바로 서려고 애쓰다가 결국 쓰러졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">너무 소란해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">." </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">여자가 남편을 내려다보며 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">걱정 말아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">죽은 건 아니니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">여자가 미소를 지었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">당신은 누구죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이가 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">당신 남편은 내 환자야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">증상이 많이 나아졌는데 역시 위기상황에서는 버티지 못하는 구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">여자가 웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">어릴 때는 이식증</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그리고 트라우마로 인한 해리</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">추가로 조현병까지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">정말 재미있는 케이스였는데 환각증상이 점점 나아지니까 지루하더라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">그래서 망상을 유지시키기 위해 본인의 사진과 내 손톱을 줬지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">동시에 당신을 등장 시켰고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">거기까진 재미있었는데 이후로 몇 달은 너무 심심해서 힘들었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">연이는 여자를 노려봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이런 일을 벌인 이유가 뭐죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">너무 심심했다니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">우린 심심풀이 꼭두각시가 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">!"</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">오버 하지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">내가 누굴 죽인 것도 아니고 오히려 새 생명이 탄생했잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.“</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">여자가 아기를 연이 가슴팍에 얹었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">아기는 축 늘어져서 겨우 호흡하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> “</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이제 난 갈게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">너희 재미없어졌거든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">잠깐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">이렇게 해놓고 가버리면 어떡하라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';"> 떠나는 여자의 등에 연이가 외쳤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;"> "</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">꼭두각시가 아니라며</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">방문이 닫혔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div> <div></div></div> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">작가의 한마디 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">: </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">검증 안 된 야매 상담센터들이 급증하고 있으니 주의하시기 바랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">환각</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">망상 등의 증상은 센터가 아니라 병원으로 먼저 가셔야 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></div> <div> <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">[</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">우리는 세월호를 아직 잊지 않았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.]</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">[</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">우리는 소녀상을 지킬 것입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.]</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">[</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';">꿈과 공포가 넘치는 공포게시판으로 오세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;">.] </span></div>
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