<p> </p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">나도 어른이지만 나보다 더 어른들은 가끔 말씀하시곤 하셨다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">두 손바닥으로 하늘을 가릴 수는 없다고.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그렇기에 세상 보기에 한 점 부끄러움 없이 살아가야 한다고.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">하지만 막상 살아보니 그게 말처럼 쉽지는 않더라. 때로는 더 쉬운 길을 가고 싶기도 하고, 때로는 어디 숨어버리고 싶기도 하더라. 세상 한 점 부끄러움 없이 살기에는 세상이 그리 만만한 곳도 아니었고, 또 거울에 비추어진 내 모습과 사람들 눈에 비추어진 내 모습은 많이 다르더라.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">버티고 버티다가, 참고 참다가, 또 그리고 삼키고 삼키다가. 그래도 어떤 날에는 그 무게를 도저히 견뎌 내기 힘들어 당당함과 솔직함 대신 간사함과 거짓으로 그 무게를 잠시라도 떨쳐내게 되더라.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">햇살이 뜨거운 어느 날, 이 하루를 도저히 이겨낼 자신이 없는 바로 그 날 내 두손으로 하늘을 가려보았다. 어르신들 말씀과는 다르게 내 시야에서 하늘이 사라졌고 내 두손으로 하늘이 가려지더라. 잠시나마 내 비루한 몸뚱어리가 한결 가벼워지더라.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그런데 몸만 가벼워질 뿐, 숨통을 죄어오는 내 마음은 여전히 천근만근 무겁더라.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그런 가보다. 세상은 모르게 할 수 있어도 내 자신을 모르게 할 수는 없나 보다. 나약한 마음에, 쉬운 길을 걷기 위해 세상 모를 속여도 내 자신은 속일 수 없나 보다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs16 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:16px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs19 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:19px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"><span style="font-weight:700;background-color:inherit;font-family:inherit;">내 두손으로 하늘은 가려도, 내 마음은 가려지지 않는 가보다.</span></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs19 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:19px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"><span style="font-weight:700;background-color:inherit;font-family:inherit;"> </span></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs19 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-size:19px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"><span style="background-color:inherit;font-family:inherit;">출처:</span></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;line-height:2;vertical-align:baseline;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs19 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"><span style="background-color:inherit;font-size:19px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><font color="#808080" face="se-nanumgothic, \\B098눔고딕, nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo"><a target="_blank" href="https://blog.naver.com/footsteps1985/222605717147">https://blog.naver.com/footsteps1985/222605717147</a></font></span></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:2;font-family:'se-nanumgothic', nanumgothic, sans-serif, Meiryo;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;color:#808080;background-color:#ffffff;"> <br></p>