<div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:14pt;">#1</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:14pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"> </span> <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">어휴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">말년에 후임 복이라곤 지지리도 없는 내가 죄다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">자동화 사격장 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">8</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사로의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">250</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">미터 철판 덮개를 두 손으로 잡고 옆으로 밀어 젖혔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격 표적과 전자 장치가 들어있는 호 안에 물이 가득 차 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">비도 안 오는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">물이 왜 이렇게 차냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 원망에 가득 찬 목소리로 중얼거렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사실 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">8</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사로의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">250</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">미터 표적에 물이 차는 것은 어제 오늘 일이 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">비도 안 오는데 물이 계속 차는 현상 때문에 몇 번이나 공사를 했지만 그 때 뿐이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">물론 일 년 반 넘게 사격장 관리를 했기 때문에 이런 일을 하는 것 자체에 불만은 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">다만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">오늘의 짜증은 내 후임인 김경식 일병 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내일 사격 있으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">먼저 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">250</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">미터 표적으로 올라가서 물 퍼낼 준비해라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">곧 따라</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">싫습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">부대 전입 온지 일 년 만에 생긴 후임은 내 말이 채 끝나기도 전에 싫다는 말로 자신의 의사를 표현했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">너 아무리 싫어도 그렇지 선임한테 말버릇이 그게 뭐냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내가 말도 다 안 끝냈는데 싫다고</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">싫습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">전 안 갈 겁니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">주위를 둘러보니 관리병 휴게실에는 그와 나 둘 밖에 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">평소에 못해준 것이라고는 단 하나도 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">일 년 만에 들어온 후임이라고 금이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">옥이야 돌봐줬는데 이 모양이라니 기가 찰 노릇이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">새끼야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내가 너한테 뭐 안 되는 일 시켰</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">화가 나서 그의 얼굴을 똑바로 쳐다보고 말을 하던 나는 그 표정에 깜짝 놀라 말을 잇지 못했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">너 뭐 어디 아프냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">표정이 왜 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격장에</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">좀</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">크게 말해봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">인마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">안 들리잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격장에 유령이 나와서 가기 싫습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그 말을 들은 나는 내 후임의 얼굴을 한 번 보고 창문을 통해 바깥을 바라봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">해가 쨍쨍하게 뜬 한여름의 오후였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">지금 대낮인데 귀신은 무슨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">봐봐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저기 밖에 햇빛 쨍쨍한거 안 보여</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신도 말라 죽을 날에 무슨</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아닙니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나옵니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">서동수 병장님이 못 보셔서 그렇습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 다시 한 번 후임의 얼굴을 바라보고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">창문을 봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">에휴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">한숨이 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"> </span> <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아니 씨팔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">무슨 이런 더운 대낮에 귀신이 나온다고</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그런 이유로 나는 혼자서 낑낑대며 무거운 철판 덮개를 혼자 열고 물을 퍼냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">썅</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나오지도 않는구만</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">답답한 마음에 평소에 잘 하지도 않던 욕이 입에서 쏟아졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">한여름의 태양 볕에 러닝셔츠는 벌써 땀에 흥건히 젖어 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 자리에 앉아 내팽겨 쳐둔 전투복 상의에서 담배와 라이터를 꺼냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격장에는 원래 불발탄이 많아 규정상으로 담배를 피우면 안 되지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">오늘 만큼은 피지 않고 못 버틸 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">진짜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격장 아래를 내려다보며 그렇게 담배를 피우고 있자니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">누군가 내 옆에 불쑥 다가왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저도 담배 한 개비 주시면 안 됩니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">너무 갑작스러운 등장에 나는 그 자리에서 굳어버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">담배를 피우고 있었던 것이 마음에 걸렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격장에서 담배를 피우다 적발될 경우 간부에 따라서 얼차려 정도로 끝나지 않을 수도 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">예</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 누군지도 모르는 그 사람에게 주기 위해 담배를 꺼냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그러다 문득 내 후임일지도 모르겠다는 생각이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">말은 그렇게 했어도</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">역시 선임 혼자 올라가 작업 하는 것이 마음에 걸렸던 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">답답했던 기분이 순간 풀리는 느낌이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">인마</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">너 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내가 조금 뭐라고 했다고 그렇게 사람 어렵게 대하냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">여기 받아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 웃으면서 옆에 다가온 후임에게 담배를 건네주었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그리고 담배를 건네주기 바로 직전</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 몇 가지 위화감을 느꼈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">첫째</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내 후임은 담배를 피우지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">둘째</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내 옆에 있는 사람은 요즘 지급받는 디지털 군복을 입고 있지 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">셋째</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내 후임은 사격장 아래쪽에서 예초기로 예초작업을 하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">혹시</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">누구</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">불안한 마음으로 고개를 옆으로 돌리자 거기에는 부대에서 처음 보는 사람이 서 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">벌써 몇 년 전에 지급이 중지된 구형 전투복을 입은 그는 내 손에 들려있는 담배를 받으려고 열심히 노력하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하지만 그의 투명한 손은 내 손에 들려 있는 담배를 통과할 뿐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">잡을 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나와 눈이 마주친 그가 쑥스럽다는 듯 웃으며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아이고</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">이게 담배가 잘 안 잡히네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">유령이라서 그런가</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아이 씨발</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">너</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">뭐하는 놈이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 그날 부대에 온 이후 가장 큰 목소리로 욕을 하는 내 모습을 볼 수 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"> </span> <div></div></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그는 자신을 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">군번이라고 이야기 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">지금으로부터 무려 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">년 전이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그래서 저기</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그러니까 하고 싶으신 말씀이 뭐라고</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하고 싶은 이야기 말이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사실 별거 없어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그냥 오랜만에 담배 연기가 나서 옛날 생각도 나고 하니 나와 본거죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">예</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">말은 그렇게 했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그는 벌써 두 시간이 넘게 떠들고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">배가 너무 나와서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">D</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">상사라고 불리는 행보관은 잘 있는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, 2010</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">년 겨울 자기가 왔을 때 혹한기가 눈이 얼마나 왔느니 하는 이야기들을 벌써 질리지도 않고 두 시간째 늘어놓고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아하하</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">제가 좀 말이 많죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">근데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그건 알아 두셔야 해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">제가 하는 이야기가 다 경험이고 또 피가 되고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">살이 되고</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그는 내 생각을 읽기라도 했다는 듯 변명을 늘어놓다 다시 이야기를 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 그의 가슴에 달린 계급장을 내려다보았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">일병이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">왠지 모르게 아까 후임을 윽박지른 것이 미안해졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">대낮에 무슨 귀신이냐고 소리쳤던 것이 후회되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">물론 그것이 전설의 고향이나 음양사에 나오는 무서운 귀신이 아니라</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">박찬호처럼 말 많은 수다쟁이 귀신이라는 것이 문제였지만</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내려가면 사과해야겠다는 마음이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">시계를 보니 어느새 다섯 시 십분 이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">곧 있으면 일과가 종료되고 식사를 할 시간이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저기 죄송한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">제가 벌써 내려가 봐야 할 시간이라서요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">이제 곧 저녁 식사도 해야 해고</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">이야기 잘 들었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 마음에 들지 않는 소개팅 자리를 정리하듯 어색하게 인사하며 자리에서 일어났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">방금 전까지 신나게 이야기 하던 귀신의 표정이 급하게 어두워졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">마치 무언가 할 말이 있다는 듯한 표정이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하지만 나는 냉정하게 발걸음을 돌렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">이제 한 달 뒤면 말년 휴가인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">괜히 귀찮은 일에 말려드는 것 같았기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저기 죄송한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">부탁 하나만 들어 주실 수 있나요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신이 내 팔을 잡듯 손을 뻗었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">물론 그 손은 내 몸을 잡지 못하고 그대로 통과 했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 등 뒤가 쭈뼛쭈뼛 서는 느낌을 받았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그럼 말해보세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 내키지 않는 표정으로 귀신에게 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">어찌되었든 간에 그가 귀신이라는 것이 마음에 걸렸기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">지금은 이렇게 착하게 굴지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">마음에 들지 않으면 어떤 장난을 칠지 알 수 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">내 이야기를 들은 귀신은 정말 기쁘다는 듯이 활짝 웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그의 목에 걸려 있던 군번줄이 짤랑 소리를 냈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신 주제에 괜히 쓸데없는 디테일이 기분 나빴다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">감사합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">감사합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">여태까지 이렇게 몇 분에게 말을 걸어 봤는데 정말 들어 주시는 분은 한 분도 없었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그건 말하자면</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나도 말하지 말걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하고 후회 했지만 이미 버스는 떠난 다음이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저 이제 빨리 내려가야 하는데 결론만 말씀해 주시면 안 될까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나의 보챔에 그는 결심을 굳힌 듯 비장한 얼굴로 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">성불하고 싶습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">성불 패턴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 자기도 모르게 한숨이 나올 뻔 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">괜히 다시 후임이 미워지는 느낌이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그 녀석</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">말 해 줄거면 똑바로 말 해줄 것이지 괜히 애매하게 말해줘서 이게 뭐야</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저는 특급전사가 되는 것이 꿈이었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신은 비장한 목소리로 말을 계속했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 그 이야기에 헛웃음이 나올 뻔 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">키만 컸지 깡마른 난민 체구였던 귀신은 특급 전사는커녕 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">급전사도 힘들어 보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저는 특급 전사가 되기 위해 매일같이 열심히 노력했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하루도 거르지 않고 노력한 결과 체력</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">정신전력에서 우수한 성과를 거두었고 곧 고지를 눈앞에 두고 있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그리고 마지막 사격 측정이 있던 그날</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그날</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“250M </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">표적 한 발을 놔두고 그만</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">심장마비로 쓰러지고 말았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">보통 남자들은 전역하는 순간부터 부대 쪽은 쳐다보지도 않는다고들 이야기 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">이 애처로운 귀신은 그게 아닌 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신은 그렇게 이야기 하고 나서 설움에 복받쳤는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, 250M </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">표적 안에 들어가서 울기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그리고 놀랍게도 귀신이 눈물을 흘리자 사로 방금 전까지 말라 있었던 사로에 물이 차기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그가 격하게 울면 울수록</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사로 안에 물이 차는 속도가 빨라졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">네 녀석이었냐</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 주먹을 꽉 쥐었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">지난 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">년 반 동안 허구한 날 물을 푸러 다녔던 기억이 파노라마처럼 흘러갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신만 아니었다면 당장에 달려가서 한 대 때렸을지도 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">뭐라고 하셨나요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신은 우는 와중에도 내 말을 착실하게 듣고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">빨리 거기서 나오세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그래서 성불 하려면 뭐 어떻게 해야 하는데요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">저와 함께 사격을 해 주시면 됩니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그건 또 뭐에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">몸이라도 빌려 달라는 건가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아닙니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">제 지시대로 사격을 해서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">18</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">발 이상 표적을 맞춰 주시면 됩니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 귀신의 말에 곤란하다는 표정을 지었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사실 사격장 관리병은 사격장 관리만 했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사격을 할 일은 거의 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">더군다나 자기가 직접 쏘는 것도 아니고 옆에서 훈수를 둔다니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">말도 안 되는 이야기였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">애초에 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">20</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">발 중에서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">18</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">발을 맞춰야 하는 허들 높은 사격을 내가 할 수 있을 리가 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">할 테니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">빨리 나와요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">사로에 물차잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">하지만 내 생각과 다르게 대답은 하겠다고 말하고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">정말인가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">감사합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">감사합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">계속해서 불어나는 물을 보다 못한 내가 소리를 지르자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">귀신은 고맙다고 인사를 하면서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">250</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">미터 표적 밖으로 나왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그럼 내일 오후에 있는 사격에서 뵙겠습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그렇게 말하고 귀신은 사라졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">정말 아까부터 자기 할 말만 하는 귀신이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">그나저나 내일 사격이 있다는 것까지 알고 있다니</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">어지간하다는 생각도 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">에휴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나도 모르겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">.” </span></div> <div><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">한숨을 쉬며 내려가려고 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">바람결에 물이 찰랑이는 소리가 들렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">방금 전까지 말라 있던 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">250</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">미터 표적은 홍수라도 난 듯 물이 넘치고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">시계는 이미 다섯 시 사십 분을 넘어 가고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">으아아아아악</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">이 빌어먹을 귀신 놈이</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">!” </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">나는 그렇게 욕을 하며 들고 왔던 바가지를 집어 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">한여름 오후의 끈적지근한 바람이 기분 나쁘게 불었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">. </span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span> </div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span></div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;"></span> </div> <div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'바탕', Batang, AppleMyungjo;font-size:10pt;">쓰다보니 이게 공포인가 하는 고민은 좀 들었는데, 기담집을 보니 이런 유형의 귀신도 있어서(...) 여기 올립니다. </span></div>
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