<embed width="249" height="78" src="http://player.bgmstore.net/dTmbd" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" style="width:249px;height:78px;"><br><a target="_blank" href="http://bgmstore.net/view/dTmbd" target="_blank"></a><div><a target="_blank" href="http://bgmstore.net/view/dTmbd" target="_blank"></a></div><a target="_blank" href="http://bgmstore.net/view/dTmbd" target="_blank"><br><br><br><br></a><a></a><div><a> </a></div><a> </a><div><a> </a></div><a> </a><div><a> </a></div><a> </a><div><a> </a></div><a> </a><p style="background:#ffffff;margin-top:7.5pt;"><a><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">어이없네요</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이를 아세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">좀 잘 모르게 생기셨는데</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">어설픈 칼솜씨로 손질 된 머리가 그에게 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그는 세면대에 올려놓은 머릴 돌아보며 담배를 한 모금 입에 머금었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">담배 필터에 살금살금 핏물이 베이고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">피 비린내의 아득함에 눈이 질끈하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">절로 감겼다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">고약한 냄새였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">시야가 이따금 하얗고 멀게 느껴지며 현기증이 일었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">숨을 쉴 때마다 뜨끈한 콧바람에 떠밀려 코피가 흘러내리는 느낌이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">경찰에 잡히면 어떨까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">스읍</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이가</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그럴까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">전부 제가 한 일이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">! </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">저 남자는 잘못 한 게 암시롱 없어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">! </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">훌쩍훌쩍</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">제가 나쁜 년이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">제 잘못이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">막</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그럴까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">글쎄요</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">손가락으로 그쪽을 가리키지 않을까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그지 않아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">본인도 그럴 거 같죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">저 사람이 그랬어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">! </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">저 새끼가 사람 죽여서 토막 냈어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">!</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">소리 막 지르고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그리고 훌쩍거리는 건 물론 기본 옵션이겠죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이가 또</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">… </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">눈물은 또 기가 막히잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">생각만 해도 신난다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">경찰들이 수림이란 황홀경에 허우적거리는 동안</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 그쪽 말은 귓등으로도 안 듣고 그러면 완전 신날 거 같아요</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이봐요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그러지 말고 경찰에 자수하죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">저 가족들 품에서 안락이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">평화로이 장례 치루고 싶어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">살인마가 되지 말아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">잠자코 머리가 말하는 것을 듣고만 있던 그는 담배를 욕실 바닥으로 던져버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">성격만 같아선 꽁초를 머리만 남은 놈의 입에 쑤셔 넣어버렸을 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">하지만 그는 이 이상의 구역질나는 광경은 사양하고 싶었기에 참았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이제 그만 징그러워도 충분했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">열두 번도 속을 뒤집었다 놓고 이제 겨우 진정한 참이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">목만 남은 게 말이 많아</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그는 분을 삭이며 욕조 구석에 있는 실한 비누를 집어 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">시끄럽게 떠드는 놈의 입에 담배꽁초를 대신하여 쑤셔 넣으리라 마음먹었기 때문이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">담배꽁초보다 입막음 훨씬 성능이 좋아보였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">왜</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">왜</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">……</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">목만 남으면 말도 하면 안 되는 것처럼 그렇게 하대하세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">저 하대하지 마세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그러는 본인은 얼마나 잘나셨다고 저 그렇게 막대하시는 거예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">잘 처 드려야 수림이 심부름꾼 정도 아니세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">야밤에 수림이가 도와달라고 전화해서 기분 좋으셨죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">헐레벌떡 뛰어왔어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">뛰어오면서 그런 생각은 해보셨어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나는 몇 번째로 호출됐을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">헤헤</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그런 생각은 못해보신 거 아니에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">당연히 수림이가 본인에게 첫 번째로 전화했을 줄 알았죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아아</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">설마 그랬다면</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">너무 가엽네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">뭐에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그 표정은</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">다른 사람한테는 거절당하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">몇 번째로 본인한테 전화했고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그런 건 아주 상정도 안 하고 오신 건 아니죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">에이</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">… </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">호구도 아니고 그랬을 리는 없죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">왜 그래요</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이가 전화하면 달려올 남자가 그쪽 한 사람 밖에 없다고 착각하신 건 아니죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">머리가 깐죽거리며 말하자 그의 관자노리 혈관이 울컥하고 핏대를 세웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그는 이를 악 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">으드득하는 소리가 고요하던 욕실을 뾰족하게 관통했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그는 손에 들려있던 비누를 집어 던져버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">머리의 눈언저리를 강타한 비누가 욕실의 벽에 맹렬히 반사됐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아가리 터졌다고 아무 말이나 던지나 본데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그러는 너는 수림이를 잘 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나보다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">모가지만 남은 새끼가</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나랑 수림이가 어떤 사이인지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">니가 뭘 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">비누를 얻어맞고 세면대 가운데로 미끄러져 내린 머리가 샐쭉 웃었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">진짜 수림이 잘 아시나보네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">되게 의외다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이가</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 세 번째로 전화한 남자치고는 위엄이 넘치시네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">제가 몰라봤어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">끽해야 예쁨 받는 따까리정도인 줄 알았죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그의 손이 머리의 머리끄덩이를 잡아채더니</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 욕실 천정에 닿을 듯 높이 치솟았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그의 눈에 광기가 차올랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">욕실 바닥을 부숴버릴 듯</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그의 팔이 허무한 바람소릴 내며 욕실 바닥을 향해 큰 원을 그렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그 동안에도 머리는 애써 담담히 물었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">정말 진심으로</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이를 아십니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">진짜로요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그는 속으로 뭐가 세 번째로 전화한 사람이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">라며 부득부득 이를 갈았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">사람 죽이면 연락할 사람</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">살인도 도와줄 사람</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이에게 자신은 그런 사람이라 굳게 믿었기 때문이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';"> **********</span><br><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">-</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">（</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">29</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">세</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">친구</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">）</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이와 내가 몇 년 지기였는지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">중학교 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">3</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">학년 이었으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, 13</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">년</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그 정도인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이 같은 애는 내게 말 걸지 않을 줄 알았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">스치고 지날 아이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나랑은 솔직히 섞이지 않을 아이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그래서일까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">처음 내게 했던 말 잊질 않는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">중학교 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">3</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">학년</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">지망 고등학교 방문일이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">다른 중학교는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">100</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">명 가까이 온 곳도 있는 듯 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그에 비교하자면 우리 중학교는 끽해야 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">12, 13</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">명</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그즈음 됐을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수적 열세에도 불구하고 설상가상 우린 인솔교사조차 없었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">방황하던 하루 일과</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">타 학교 무리지어 다니는 색색의 교복이 벌떼처럼 움직이면</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 우리 중학교 아이들은 의지를 갖지 못한 체 이리저리로 인파에 휩쓸렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나는 그저 앞사람을 따라 걷는 일에 급급했었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">열 몇 명 되는 우리 중학교 아이들이 분산되는 동안</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 우리라도 뭉쳐야 된다고 생각했을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이는 내내 내 뒤에 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">학교 도서실을 관람하던 중에</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 수림이가 조용히 고백했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그게 첫 말이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나 가는 길 몰라</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">같이 돌아가 줘야할 필요까진 없었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">멍청했는지 생각이 짧았는지 나는</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">엄마가 할머니네 집에 들리라고 했는데</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">학교 바로 앞이라</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.”</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그렇게 말해버렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아아</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">… </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">라던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그럼 됐어 라던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">정류장까지만 가르쳐줘 라던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이는 그런 대답대신</span><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">잘 됐네</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나 쫌 배고파</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.” </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">라고 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">할머니가 나보다 수림이를 더 반가워했던 것 같은 기묘함</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">처음 봤으면서</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">손주보다 생판 남을 예뻐하던 광경이 아직 생생하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">어영부영이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그렇게 어영부영 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">13</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">년</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">무슨 인연이었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">악연이었을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';"> **********</span><br><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">유 진환 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">（</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">23</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">세</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">고등학교 동창</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">）</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">무슨 그런 질문이 있냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">물어보기까지 해야 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나보다 네가 더 잘 알잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">참</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이라</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이 고등학교 때</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">너도 너지만 수림이는 좀 뭐라고 그러냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이상했지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">괴짜로 치면 수림이가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">1</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">등</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">네가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">2</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">등이었잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">하하하</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">너도 이상했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이나 너나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">말도 없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">친구도 없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">둘이서만 놀고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">결벽증 같았다고 해야 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">맨날 새 교복 입고 있는 느낌이 좀 있었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이 교복만 색 안 바라는 거 몰랐어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">신입생 교복 보는 느낌이었다니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">과장은</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아무튼 그랬다고</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">글쎄</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그냥 깔끔하기만 했으면 모르겠는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">몰라 항상 깨끗했다는 말이 더 잘 어울렸지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이 하면 왠지 표백제 느낌</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">약품 냄새 풍기는 듯 하면서 새하얀</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">칭찬</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">칭찬도 욕도 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">감상이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">화났어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아니지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">지가 물어봐놓고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">동창회에서 다시 봤을 때도</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">여전하다 싶더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">머리부터 발끝까지 티끌하나 용납 못하는 것처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">다른 여자애들 거진 염색하고 머리 꼬불꼬불 난리였잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">걔는 머리도 새까만 게 좋게 말하면 샴푸광고 같고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">솔직히 말하면 약간 머리 잘 빗은 사다코 같더라</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">깔끔</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">좀 지나쳐</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">동창회 때 너 나왔으면</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아마 진짜 귀신처럼 구석에서 잠자코 섰다가 떠났을지도 모르겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">너랑 같이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">너네는 붙었다 하면 둘이서만 놀았잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">하하</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아아</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">고등학교 때처럼 너랑 껌딱지마냥 붙어있는 게 아니니까</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 남자애들이 좀 달라붙었었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">내가 볼 땐</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">분풀이 같았다고 해야 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">한풀이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">분풀이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">거기서 거긴가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그래도 수림이가 고등학교 때 인기는 좋았잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">말 한 마디도 없이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">필요할 때만 조용조용 이야기하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이상하게 남심 울리는 구석 있지 않았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">연약해 보인다고 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">가녀려 보인다고 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">약간 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">8,90 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">년대 현모양처 스타일이었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아닌가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나도 그때는 솔직히 꽤 힐끔 거렸었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">지금이니까 말하지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">고등학교 때 같으면 너 때문에라도 말 못하지</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">어차피 상대도 안 해줬겠지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그래도 나이 들어서 그런지 동창회 땐 상대해주더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">네가 없어서 그런 건지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그 전까진 평생 말 한 번 못 붙여볼 줄 알았어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">응</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">너도 왔었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">언제</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나도 봤었다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나는 너 못 봤는데</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';"> **********</span><br><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">문 차명 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">（</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">41</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">세</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">직장 상사</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">）</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림 양</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">잘 알죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">알다마다요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">제 직속이었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">성실하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">책임감 있고</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">… </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">사교성이 좀 그랬지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">사교성 때문에 신입 시절부터 제 손이 좀 탔죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">제 얘기 들어 보셨다구요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">우리 구면이던가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">본론만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">업무는 깔끔했어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">약간 지나친 결벽</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그런 부분이 일할 때는 득이 되기도 하잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">믿음직했죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">업무 외에는 회사 동료보다는 남자친구랑 통화하거나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">문자하거나 그런 모습밖엔 못 봤던 거 같네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">저는 나름 친해지려고 애 많이 썼습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">말도 많이 붙여보고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">다 수림 양을 생각해서</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">예</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아 그거요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림 양 집에서 식사 얻어 먹어본 적 있었죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">다 친해지려고 했던 거라니까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림 양도 언제까지 그렇게 외톨이처럼 지낼 수는 없잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">스</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">우리가 언제 봤었죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';"> **********</span><br><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">최 정표 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">（</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">30</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">세</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">전 남편</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">）</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나보다 당신이 더 잘 아는 거 아니야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이제라도 속 시원히 말 좀 해봅시다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">당신 나 몰래 수림이랑 바람 폈었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아니긴 뭐가 아니야</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">……</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">당신 수림이랑 보통 사이는 아닌 거 내가 결혼 전부터 알고는 있었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이상하게 나대하는 것 보다 당신한테 하는 게 더 친근한 게</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">호구 취급이나 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">차라리 둘이 결혼하지 그랬어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">괜한 사람 끼어들게 만들어서는</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이제 와서 그런 사람이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">,</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이를 아느냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">당신도 모르면</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">누가 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그러니까 당신이 왜 모르냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이제는 일일이 물어볼 수 있다는 게 무슨 소리야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">동창</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">직장상사</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그리고 나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">내가 수림이 속을 어떻게 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이제 와 물어보면 뭐해</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이 손에 죽은 사람들은 수림이를 잘 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">그 동창이란 작자나 직장 상사가 수림이한테 당하니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">수림이를 좀 알겠다고 합디까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">근데 나한테는 뭐 하러 물어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나도 수림이가 왜 날 죽이고 싶었는지 몰라</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">현모양처인줄 속은 내가 병신이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">얌전한 척은 혼자 다 하더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">싸이코 같은 년</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">당신이 매번 뒤처리해줬지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">나 어떻게 했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">토막 냈어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">어떻게 알긴</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">정신 가물가물 할 때</span><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;"> 수림이가 전화 거는 거 내가 들어서 알지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">내가 수림이 입에서 당신 이름 톡톡히 들었어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">당신도 한패잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">일 터지자마자 당신한테 곧장 전화하더만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…………</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">눈탱이는 왜 그러우</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">비누에 맞아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">꼴좋네</span><span style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">…</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">투수는</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">누구였을라나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이번엔 누구한테 전화했는지 아쇼</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">이번에도 당신한테 전화했어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">두 번이나</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">?</span><br><br><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">웃기지도 않는 구만</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">.</span><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">-</span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'굴림체';">끝</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'굴림체';">-</span></a></p><a></a>